i've been feeling kind of moody these few days. probably due to stress as exams r coming. sigh.. i was practising ATHM since friday til ytd n u know what. i've got great news. every questions i've attempted so far. i only got 1 question correct. the others all wrong! zzz.. this is not a v good sign. :( actually i dont think there's anything wrong with my equations or workings. maybe the answers provided r wrong. due to typo error. lol! okok im talking crap haha. i know im wrong. sigh.. how i wish im born a genius. but sadly no 1 is born a genius. every1 is born as a baby. so i intend to go to school on monday to see the lecturer. i've got so many tutorial questions i want to ask him. argh! help me Mr Ang! lol. anyway i did my MATH just now too. i was able to do the tutorial questions. but there r still some typo mistakes here n there. lol! ok my bad. i made some careless mistakes. but overall i understand the topics i've revised. :) so not much worry for my MATH. but i would also want to see my MATH lecturer to clarify some questions. right now all i hope is that i've enough time to complete all my revision. especially INSTR. there r sooo many things to rmb for INSTR. omg. zzz.. :( i went to school ytd as well to look for my INSTR lecturer but he's not in. zzz.. anyway i stayed in school to study while waiting for her to be dismissed from her last paper. we went to catch a movie after that at AMK hub. we had lunch together b4 we watched "Meet Dave". to me the movie is rather interesting. n kind of retarded as well. lol. had a great laugh. got to laugh my stress away haha. but she didnt enjoyed the movie becos she thinks that the movie is v lame. well i got to agree with her that it's kind of lame n boring. anyway the most important thing is that i want to thank her for treating me to the movie. thank you v much dear! that's v sweet of u. love u lots k? :D
omg! how can arsenal lost to fulham?! i hate it when arsenal lose matches. :( i watched the match this morning n it was so disappointing. arsenal was so sloppy throughout the match. zzz.. the defence was ok. but the midfielders wasnt v impressive n the strikers cannot make it man. the passing wasnt v well n the shots r not even decent. free kicks went soaring towards the sky n the shots were not even on target. sigh..
ok lah i got to stop here for now. got to rush for my revision. just taking some time out to blog to destress haha. anyway bye. to be continued..
ok im back from msia WLS. was feeling damn tired n hungry when i came back becos i didnt slept n ate well over there haha. but of cos i didnt regret going there. the seminar n the speakers r damn amazing. no words can actually describe how superb was the WLS. one has got to be there to experience the brilliant atmosphere. :Dwhat impacted me throughout the 3 day seminar is that i just need to be a little bit more serious n persistent n i can achieve what i want. n obviously work is involve as well if i want results. no work = no results. simple as this. i also realise that i got to take out the thumb in my mouth n just do it haha. n the best thing is that i had told KW that im going to LC by the next WLS n it's a done deal. omg!! i dont know how im going to do it man! i dont even know why did i give him my promise in the 1st place. lol. but i know that's the only way to sort of 'force' me to do the work haha. i got to do it by hook or by crook. it's a done deal u know. omg. ok i must believe in myself. i can do it. lol!anyway i think i got to go n study now. exams r coming up next week. im going to get an A for the rest of the paper n this is guarantee plus warranty card a 100% done deal haha. i've not been doing v well for the past papers so now it's time to buck up for my INSTR, ATHM n EMATH. ok i'll stop here for now. bye! XD
had my CPROG test a few days ago. well it wasnt v well done nor it's v terribly done. i was able to do the paper. my answers r kind of right to a certain extend but dont seems v right when i refer back to my notes. lol. but my concept of functions should be right becos i did the same thing as what i did for my last test which i did v well. maybe a few marks will be deducted for the wrong display of the functions. i also missed a 18 marks question becos i cant solve the question n i dont have enough time to analyse it. my brain cant process so fast u know. haha. i just need more time. sigh.. 18 marks just like this flew away right in front of my eyes. zzz.. heart pain man. :( i hope the lecturer wont be so strict in her marking.
had my TFAM test in the afternoon just now. i was totally stunned. my heart sank like how the ship titanic sank into the deep ocean when i saw the paper especially section B. becos ALL the questions in that section has got nothing related to what i've studied. as in what i've predicted didnt tally with questions that the lecturer had set. not even 1 question did i predicted correctly. zzz.. i tried to cheat but couldnt. ok i know it's wrong to cheat but desperate time calls for desperate measures. of cos i know the limits of how far i can cheat. i wouldnt want my friend to be in trouble also. so the only solution im left with is to use my common sense to answer the questions which i did for ALL the questions. never in my poly life i've got this kind of pathetic situation man. it was a living nightmare for that 1 hr. nvm forget it. i just hope for a pass will do. :(
anyway as usual i've been thinking a lot n i think that i need to change my posture. i need to learn to have more confidence in myself so that i can speak more confidently in front of people. i dont want to be a shy boy anymore. i want to be a more confident MAN. im serious. i feel so lousy whenever i cant talk properly in front of people becos i feel so shy. this isnt the feeling i want man. i want to have a professional n confident posture. so im going to work on this. hehe. :)
ok i'll stop here for now. got to focus on the exams which r coming up in 2 weeks time. im going to do well for the rest of the papers. hehehe! ok bye. :)
ytd was a bad day for me. was feeling damn down the whole day. becos i didnt do well for my CAD (computer aided drawing) test. im damn confident enough to say that there was nothing wrong with my coordinates. i've done it so many times. seriously it cant be wrong. furthermore my coordinates is the same as my friend's n that bloody CAD program didnt draw the cylinder n hatch to the position i want. i think the CAD program was screwed up. damn that program. zzz.. ok i know im partly at fault as well. i wasnt well prepared enough for the test as i missed the revision class. but fortunately the exam consist only 25% of the module. so there's still a chance i can get an A. i hope my assignments marks can pull me up.
i met up with honey ytd as well. actually we r just only planning to have lunch together. but suddenly she wanted to watch a movie so we went to catch a movie at cineleisure even though our dress code was kind of too casual. lol! anyway we watched 'the mummy 3'. it was a superb movie. after the movie we went to shop for a while n had an icecream n we went home after that.
today is actually the 1st time i was looking forward to TFAM lesson. lol! becos i was hoping that the lecturer will give us some hints so that i dont need to study so hard for the idiotic module. as i've mentioned earlier the lecture notes is like 1.7cm thick. i cant possibly memorise all the things. so lucky enough the lecturer did give us hints. hehe. mission accomplished. X)
ok it's time for me to go to sleep. kind of late so i shall stop here for now. good night n bye. :D
omg! im feeling so damn stress. i may look calm on the ouside but inside is like.. i dont know what's the word. sigh.. anyway im going to have TFAM (tanker familiarisation) exam is 2 weeks time. seriously i dont know how am i going to study for it man. the lecture notes is like 1.7cm thick. wth? cant expect me to memorise every single bloody shit. zzz.. no choice lah. it's either do or die. n worst i CAD exam n math test coming up. :( may God bless me. how i wish the education system can change. then maybe i wouldnt need to take so many bloody donkey exams. :(lalala! abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz! 123456789! i just feel like writing crap. lol! i need to relieve stress u see. hahaha! ok i know i appear silly n crazy now. who cares man. this is me. hehehe!ok i got to go n study now. argh! i know i can do it n i'll get it done. gogogo! zzz..
hmm nothing much happen to me during these few days. everyday is the same. wake up early in the morning. travel to sch which often takes around 1 hr plus to reach due to the idiotic traffic jams n after that go home straight after school. it's so mono. zzz.. haha.
recently i've been reading a book entitled "the secret". surprise huh? some1 like me is actually reading a book. becos u see. WeiZheng has grown up le. that's why. lol! well anyway the book is pretty good. it talks about the law of attraction. it's kind of like a self development book becos it teaches people how n why u can n should think positively. i've learn a lot from the book though i still got a few more chapters to read. every1 should read the book. trust me u'll never regret reading the book. :)
school projects r almost done. only left with 1 more project to go which is due next tue. there r a few weeks more to exams. got to start preparing now. as usual im still struggling with the modules. sigh.. but i believe that i can do well for my exams as long as i work for it. what u reap is what u sow. n i have faith in the abilities that God has gave me. hehe. it's important to stay positive too. :D
another thing is that i did damn well for my c-programming practical test. hehehe! i was so surprise when i got my result. it's so damn higher than what i've expected. i was expecting around 75 but i got 91 instead. pro right? lol! seriously i dont know how i got so high. haha. X)
ok time for me to have my dinner now. shall update when i have the time. bye!
