A Noob To A Pro

i hate being a noob. the feelings of feeling lousy is so demoralising. sigh.. how can one fight for smthg when he doesnt have the skills to do so. but of cos i understand that every1 has to go through this phrase of being a noob 1st b4 turning into a pro. got to learn the basics 1st. tgt with lots of practices.
i know my capabilities. i believe i can achieve more n my best is yet to come. i know my performance graph. i'll start off v steady due to beginner's luck. n when that luck ran out the graph will drop to the min point n that's when i sux. then from there the graph will rise slowly as i learn the basics til it reach a constant when i've acquire the basic skills. n the graph will rise if i keep practicing til it reach a max point. that's when i'll turn pro then become a legend. lol! X)
anyway my family was invited to my cousin's (SX n PS) wedding ytd. v loving couple. n from what i heard is that they've been tgt since sec school days. well my job for ytd was to take photos. order given by father haha. tried to compete with the professional photographer. but seriously n obviously i couldnt. the flash from his camera is enough to blind my camera. n worst my father's camera is kind of lag also. zzz..
ok i'll stop here for now. gtg for lunch. bye! to be continued..