I Can

damn it. im so dead broke now even though i got a job. i used to be 'financially stable'. i was able to buy the stuffs i want or go out for a movie or dine at some restaurants. but i couldnt do that now. i have to manage my earned $$ n plan v carefully on what i can or cannot spend on. it takes just like $1 to determine what food i eat or whether i need to starve again or not. but fortunately. thank God that i didnt starve to death becos there'll always have food at home haha. n also thank God that the $$ i earned r enough for me to carry on. :)
thought of quitting. but after listening to 1 of the cd by Mike Wilson. it kind of motivate me to carry on. just like him. im sick n tired of being sick n tired. i need to do smthg about my life if not the vicious cycle will go on. n worst this vicious cycle doesnt just affect me alone. it'll also affects my current n future family members. look at the inflation now. it's hitting the roof man. n it's going to overshoot the roof in yrs to come. i dont want to suffer in the future u know. n i hate to see the people around me suffering. "God help those people who help themselves." make sense huh? i know it's not going to be easy. but i'll pick up the courage to do what i need to do. i can do it n i'll find a way to do it.
i know that it's just a matter of time. i just have to carry on doing what i need to do n i'll get the rewards.
i'll stop here for now. to be continued..