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the weather has been kind of humid lately. cannot take it man. i can even perspire straight after i bathe. omg. n worst it's causing so many pimples on my face. zzz.. it's alright. im used to this. this is life in spore haha.
anyway as usual i went to the monthly BBS that was held at SP a few days ago on sunday. actually b4 i went there i was feeling kind of discouraged n demoralised. becos i couldnt hit my goal n i know the problem is that i lack the courage n confidence. after the BBS the 1 impt lesson i took home is that no 1 succeeds without overcoming their fear. the only way to overcome fear is to trust in own ability n do the job anyway in spite of the fear. the more the practices the higher the confidence level. n this kind of knock some sense into me as i realise that i need take action if not i'll always be stagnant. :X
so guess what. i manage to come out with some plans. hehe! X) well i dont know if what i came up with is recommended or not. but that's what i could think of so far. i carried out the plan ytd. it was frightening man! i was hesitant as lots n lots of thoughts went through my mind. but in the end i did it. thank God for the courage haha. :D however the result wasnt gd. i carry it out again today n it isnt gd either. but if i see it from a long term point of view. it seems gd u know haha. ok at least im taking some actions. no wry. i'll improve on it. hehe! ;)
2 more weeks of holidays b4 sch starts. omg! i hate to wake up early in the morning at 6am. it's a torment for me u know. sigh.. n i know that i'll be late for sure. no need any guarantee or warranty card haha. but of cos i'll try to be punctual n v importantly is to pay attention in class. i dont want to study til 4am again. lol. :X also most of the modules for next sem seems interesting. hehe! although there r a few "orbit" ones. it's time to pull up my gpa. more maths n physics realated modules = higher gpa. X)
as for work. all i can say is thank God. so far so gd. i wanted to quit but i need to have a back up plan 1st u see. n that back up plan must also works. n that's the plan i mention above haha. hmm i've predict that it'll take some time b4 the back up plan works out. so i wont be quitting NC so soon. plus the pay from NC is gd. so no harm staying a little longer haha.
alright that's all for now. bye! to be continued.. :D