omg. yr 3 work is giving me a BIG headache. esp FYP. sigh.. honestly speaking i totally have no idea how the project is going to be done. as in what should i do or how am i going to complete it. zzz..
u see. my group has agreed to build a model of the hull of the ship for teaching aid. even though i was against idea. but anyway i can only comply as majority was for the idea.
we had our discussion on the materials we r going to use, the dimensions n design of the model n etc.. n the 1st n BIGGEST challenge we face is that all of us did not have sec 3/4 D&T background except for 1 person.
to me it's not impossible to come up with the model even though we do not have that D&T background. we just have to do more work n research. but the discouraging part is that none of us r doing the work. :(
hmm maybe i should start doing the research n set the example for others to follow. after all im the assistant leader of the group. well i didnt volunteer to be 1. we drew lots n somehow the position just landed on my head. i dont know whether i should be glad or sad about it. anyway i'll just do what i can do n we'll c what happens.
FYP aside. the modules r giving me a headache as well. the lecturers r teaching too fast n i've got tonnes to catch up. it's so stressful.
i guess that's all for now. to be continued..
today i realise that i need to be serious if i want to improve or be gd at sth. be it sports, academic or anything.
i've somehow came to this conclusion that i'll nv achieve it if i continue to be slack. there's a time to play n there's a time to be serious.
[but the sad part is that being serious can harm the relationship between people. i dont know y most ppl have this wrong eqn that being serious = being hostile. is it the nature of human?]
i also realise that the process can be painfully slow or v awkward in the beginning. but as long as im ready to persevere thru all the awkward situations or processes n continue to practice. i'll be able to master it. the question is am i ready to do the work..?
well obviously it's easier said than done. i know that even though im 19. im still v immature n i have not learned to take actions. sigh.. i need to change my thinking.
1 gd news is that i've cut down the number of days n hrs spent on gaming. on the days when i game. the max hrs i game is 2 hrs. n im glad. hehe. :D but for week ends is a different story alrdy. lol. :X i'll change no wry.
hmm i think that's all for now. to be continued..
well this week is the 3rd week of the sch sem. so far everything's going fine. just that there r a few new modules to learn for yr 3. like duh. lol.
SPOW is kind of tough as all those physics n new formulas r driving me nuts. zzz..
EMATH2 is still ok for me. just need some practices to recall my integration n differentiation n of cos algebra.
i like INTCN lessons a lot. esp the lecturer. becos i feel that he's v professional n i like the way he teaches the class. damn gd. he's able to explain a concept in a interesting manner n he makes it easy for me to understand n gosh. he's got my respect.
as for AUXM. it's the total opposite of INTCN haha. i guess it's becos the lecturer is new n doesnt has much exp in teaching. so i shall close an eye n not to be quick to judge. :X
hmm nothing much happen these few weeks. just going to sch n back home. so far i've overslept a few times n i've missed a few lessons. n it's v sickening for me. becos even though i slept early. i wasnt able to wake up on time in the morning for the next day. zzz..
u know sometimes i wonder if is there an insomnia medicine available so that i can take it n i wont sleep like a pig anymore. sigh.. ok im talking crap haha. anyway i think i got to sleep at a even earlier time. maybe at 9pm. well i shall try.
hmm i've been broke for the past few mths. n i seriously need a job. but i couldnt find a gd one. damn it. thought of going back the next concept. but the thought of door to door sales just turns me off. sigh.. this is so frustrating. i guess i can only be patient n continue to keep a lookout.
well i suddenly got this emptiness n this sour/bitter feeling im my heart right now. becos i've lost something that is close to my heart. initially this feeling isnt there. i dont know why. maybe this sour/bitter feeling takes some time for it to take effect i guess. but anyway since it has happen then so be it. i got to move on.
ok i'll stop here for now. to be continued.. :)
omg. yr 3 work is giving me a BIG headache. esp FYP. sigh.. honestly speaking i totally have no idea how the project is going to be done. as in what should i do or how am i going to complete it. zzz..
