Yr 3 Sem 1

well this week is the 3rd week of the sch sem. so far everything's going fine. just that there r a few new modules to learn for yr 3. like duh. lol.
SPOW is kind of tough as all those physics n new formulas r driving me nuts. zzz..
EMATH2 is still ok for me. just need some practices to recall my integration n differentiation n of cos algebra.
i like INTCN lessons a lot. esp the lecturer. becos i feel that he's v professional n i like the way he teaches the class. damn gd. he's able to explain a concept in a interesting manner n he makes it easy for me to understand n gosh. he's got my respect.
as for AUXM. it's the total opposite of INTCN haha. i guess it's becos the lecturer is new n doesnt has much exp in teaching. so i shall close an eye n not to be quick to judge. :X
hmm nothing much happen these few weeks. just going to sch n back home. so far i've overslept a few times n i've missed a few lessons. n it's v sickening for me. becos even though i slept early. i wasnt able to wake up on time in the morning for the next day. zzz..
u know sometimes i wonder if is there an insomnia medicine available so that i can take it n i wont sleep like a pig anymore. sigh.. ok im talking crap haha. anyway i think i got to sleep at a even earlier time. maybe at 9pm. well i shall try.
hmm i've been broke for the past few mths. n i seriously need a job. but i couldnt find a gd one. damn it. thought of going back the next concept. but the thought of door to door sales just turns me off. sigh.. this is so frustrating. i guess i can only be patient n continue to keep a lookout.
well i suddenly got this emptiness n this sour/bitter feeling im my heart right now. becos i've lost something that is close to my heart. initially this feeling isnt there. i dont know why. maybe this sour/bitter feeling takes some time for it to take effect i guess. but anyway since it has happen then so be it. i got to move on.
ok i'll stop here for now. to be continued.. :)