T.T

this week has been a demoralising week for me. becos of my term test results. as expected not a single A's. :(
i dont know if im expecting too much or what. but i study to get an A. or at least a B. i did get a few B's though. for my INTCN n MATH.
im satisfied with these results. just that it frustrates me when i know i could have got an A instead. careless mistakes pull my marks down for my math paper. i got the whole qn wrong just becos i forgot to put a bloody power. the qn is so simple yet i got it wrong. damn it.
as for INTCN. just becos i forgot to study 1 part of the tutorial n it prevented me from getting A. of all the qns in the tutorial. y must the lecturer set that particular qn i missed out? omg. how unlucky can i be. zzz.. y am i always so unlucky..?
for SPOW paper. i knew i was too slow n i spent too much time correcting the careless mistakes. so i only got a 50/100 marks. that paper was so easy that i can safely say about 90% of the class got either A or B. yet im 1 of the the few that got a shit result. omg. that's so discouraging.. :(
i was shock to get my AUXM n MEK2 results. didnt expect myself to get 50+ for both of them. was expecting 60+ for both actually. i got so disappointed that i didnt even bother to look thru the paper to see what went wrg.
another matter is that my 1st n favourite adidas shoe is spoilt n the sole came out! initially i thought i could repair it myself or if not i can always look for a cobler to help me out. becos i just need to get a glue to stick back the sole to the shoe. but what im afraid was that the glue may "disfigure" my shoe if it's not done properly.
anyway. i dont know y. but my father just took the initiative to repair the shoe himself. n now it's being disfigured by the slimmy yellowish glue! argh!
i mean i appreciate his help but u know.. sigh.. all i can say now is bye bye to my adidas shoe that has been with me for 5 yrs. :(
i'll stop here. to be continued.. :( :( :( :(