once again. my blog is rotting haha. n this time the culprit none other than facebook. becos facebook has taken most of my attention away from blogger, hotmail n even msn. let's forget about friendster. it's officially dead. lol. of cos im partly responsible as well. i dont know. i realise that im getting more n more lazy. omg. what's happening to me??
anyway enough of my crap. let's get back on track. hmm i got my yr 3 sem 1 exam results a few weeks ago. sigh.. that was exactly my 1st reaction when i saw the results. it was holy crap. what can i say? i dont know.
i could have blame it on luck. or the lecturer. or sth else. but somehow i feel that that is not the right way to response. even though the lecturers n luck do play a part for my results. but again overall i guess it's still up to me n my attitude that determines the results.
what i can see now is that there is only 1 last n final chance for me to buck up n pull up my gpa. it's either i cherish it or lose it. 1 gd news is that my course is back on track. lucky that i dont have to retain for another sem. just that i got to inform the school system about this becos it's outdated n i dont want to pay for extra school fees.
more gd news: i've found myself a job as a telemarketer for $6/hr. the short n flexible hrs suits me v well. the pay is reasonable. n my supervisors r v nice ppl.
but the con is that i've got to fix at least 1 appointment during every call session. n it's kind of difficult esp when it has got to do with insurance. i feel v insecure doing this job. becos i can be dismissed anytime u know. if i cant make any appointments. :(
i started working 2 weeks ago n it was kind of smooth. i manage to fix a few appointments. but this week is v bad for me becos i did not fix any appointments at all. i wonder how my supervisors r going to react to this. i dont know if they r going to dismiss me sooner or later. sigh.. got to see how it goes.
after years n years of procrastination since when i was sec 4. i've finally made the decision to go suntanning on last friday. well it's my 1st time doing suntanning n i feel that it wasnt v successful. becos firstly i was sunburned even though i've applied the suntanning oil. secondly some part of the skin wasnt tanned. esp the side. n lastly i forgot to bring a water bottle along. i guess i could have gotten a heat stroke or severe dehydration if i continued to stay there n tan. :(
but on the overall i guess i did get a little bit darker. i look slightly more MACHO now. hehehe! n im recovering from the burn. the burnt skin r coming off. n of cos i'll be going to tan again once my skin has recovered. to get an even tan. ;)
ok i'll stop here. hmm i've told myself that im going to post at least 2 entries per mth. so well.. err i'll try haha. anyway no worry. to be continued..
i went out at 11pm ytd intending to jog along the track beside the road. i wanted to do a bit of warm up b4 the jog. n the tables n stools at the void deck caught my attention. i decided to leap over the table to kind of like warm up my leg n body. n so i ran towards the table. stepped on the stool n "took off".
i successfully leaped over the table. while i was in the air i suddenly saw a wall in front of me. at that moment i was thinking to myself: "where did the wall appear from?". becos i didnt see that wall b4 the jump. n then i realise that im heading for the wall.
i collided onto the wall head on just as i was about to land. n damn it. the impact was pretty painful even though i tried to covered my head with my arms. my specs went flying. my left forehead took the impact. my left upper lips is swollen now due to a cut. n there r also bruises on my elbows n knees.
after i recovered from the concussion. 1st thing i found out. my mouth was v bloody haha. n i took some time to find my specs. i went back home to take a bath n wash my wounds. then i took a cloth to stop the bleeding from my lips.
i wasnt able to go to slp after that as i was having a headache for the whole night. n then the thought of not being able to wake up the next morning came across my mind. lol. so i say a little prayer n eventually went to slp.
thank God that i did wake up today haha. though i still have the headache. i guess it'll take some time for my wounds to heal.
to be continued..
hmm again. it's been a looong looong time since i last blog. lol. didnt have the mood to blog becos of exams n stuffs. but anyway. suddenly have the feel to blog now. so here i am haha.
well i was busy preparing for sem exams for the past 3 weeks. i work v hard n i feel that my hard work wasnt reciprocated for some of the papers. esp SPOW. cant believe that the lecturer gave us the wrong hints!
the MCQ section was a breeze. the calculation qns were ok for me. but the long ans qns was a nightmare! i was totally stunned when i read thru the qns. becos i could only ans like 2 out of 6 qns! what the crap on earth is this? zzz..
so i spent the "extra" time staring into blank space. waiting in vain for an inspiration to struck me like a thunderbolt on how to ans those bloody qns. i also went ahead to calculate how many marks i could possibly get n found out i still can get around 50 plus marks. that was so damn lucky. n then stare into blank space again. after that i spent the "remaining" time answering crap for those 4 fat qns that i didnt know how to do. n that's it. :(
i worked so hard. memorise the tonnes of notes. went thru it for multiple times to make sure that i've really memorise the impt points. but in the end.. sigh..
as for AUXM. forget about it. i just hope i can get a pass. there r so many notes n drawings to memorise. i couldnt possibly rmb all of them. n y is it that the exam qns r always not related to whatever i've studied even though i follow the hints. FUCK!
MEK2 was ok for me. i can do most of the qns. i guess i'll be getting a B or C for it. dont expect me to get an A for these of kind of paper. i sux at memorising.
n then for math. the paper was tough. but im tougher. hehe. i was able to do the paper. but i'll most probably get a B. though there's still hope for me to get an A. provided my guesses r correct. n hopefully there isnt much careless mistakes. hey i concentrate my brain with 2 bottles of chicken essence b4 the paper ok! hopefully it works. lol. :P
n now for INTCN paper. it was total ownage. was able to do all the qns except for 1. v high chance of getting an A. :D
SHIPBIZ was kind of smooth for me. was able to do all the long ans n calculation qns. but wasnt sure of my ans for the MCQs that consist of 60%. lol. we'll see how it goes.
alright so after exams it's time to go back to work. but guess what. i was fired becos i took a 3 weeks leave. mr manager told me the company head feels that i lacked commitment n so i cant work there anymore. dots.. again what the crap on earth was that?
anyway. forget about it. getting fired is no big deal. lol. n dont expect me to beg for the job. becos there r lot more jobs out there. so now i got to hunt for a new 1. i got to a find a new job fast becos i hate the feeling of being broke. job hunting is so troublesome..
i'll stop here for now. to be continued..
once again. my blog is rotting haha. n this time the culprit none other than facebook. becos facebook has taken most of my attention away from blogger, hotmail n even msn. let's forget about friendster. it's officially dead. lol. of cos im partly responsible as well. i dont know. i realise that im getting more n more lazy. omg. what's happening to me??
