Revived!

once again. my blog is rotting haha. n this time the culprit none other than facebook. becos facebook has taken most of my attention away from blogger, hotmail n even msn. let's forget about friendster. it's officially dead. lol. of cos im partly responsible as well. i dont know. i realise that im getting more n more lazy. omg. what's happening to me??
anyway enough of my crap. let's get back on track. hmm i got my yr 3 sem 1 exam results a few weeks ago. sigh.. that was exactly my 1st reaction when i saw the results. it was holy crap. what can i say? i dont know.
i could have blame it on luck. or the lecturer. or sth else. but somehow i feel that that is not the right way to response. even though the lecturers n luck do play a part for my results. but again overall i guess it's still up to me n my attitude that determines the results.
what i can see now is that there is only 1 last n final chance for me to buck up n pull up my gpa. it's either i cherish it or lose it. 1 gd news is that my course is back on track. lucky that i dont have to retain for another sem. just that i got to inform the school system about this becos it's outdated n i dont want to pay for extra school fees.
more gd news: i've found myself a job as a telemarketer for $6/hr. the short n flexible hrs suits me v well. the pay is reasonable. n my supervisors r v nice ppl.
but the con is that i've got to fix at least 1 appointment during every call session. n it's kind of difficult esp when it has got to do with insurance. i feel v insecure doing this job. becos i can be dismissed anytime u know. if i cant make any appointments. :(
i started working 2 weeks ago n it was kind of smooth. i manage to fix a few appointments. but this week is v bad for me becos i did not fix any appointments at all. i wonder how my supervisors r going to react to this. i dont know if they r going to dismiss me sooner or later. sigh.. got to see how it goes.
after years n years of procrastination since when i was sec 4. i've finally made the decision to go suntanning on last friday. well it's my 1st time doing suntanning n i feel that it wasnt v successful. becos firstly i was sunburned even though i've applied the suntanning oil. secondly some part of the skin wasnt tanned. esp the side. n lastly i forgot to bring a water bottle along. i guess i could have gotten a heat stroke or severe dehydration if i continued to stay there n tan. :(
but on the overall i guess i did get a little bit darker. i look slightly more MACHO now. hehehe! n im recovering from the burn. the burnt skin r coming off. n of cos i'll be going to tan again once my skin has recovered. to get an even tan. ;)
ok i'll stop here. hmm i've told myself that im going to post at least 2 entries per mth. so well.. err i'll try haha. anyway no worry. to be continued..