Wednesday, July 7, 2010

矛盾


有时候口口声声地对自己说:

“我玩得起。输了没关系。”

又或者是,

“没社么大不了。我拿得起,放得下。”

但心里却依依不舍。很不好受。超级不爽。


算了。我懒得去管这么多。

不重要的东西也不需要想这么多。

Monday, July 5, 2010

June Update

i guess it has become a norm that my blog is updated once in a blue moon. lol. so yep. im back again! :D
initially i wanted to wrote this entry in chinese. but i realise that it's kind of difficult for me to do that. havent been using my mother tongue for like 3 yrs plus. omg. i srsly need to brush up my chinese language!! :(
alright. continue from my previous entry. i was being shortlisted for the esprit job
despite screwing up the interview. anyway it wasnt me who screwed up the interview. it was that HR lady! but in the end i rejected their offer becos the pay is too little.
CKJA (calvin klein jeans n accessories) then called me a few days later as DS recommended me to them. went for the interview n discussed the details. feel that the pay is acceptable n so i went for the job. but it was later on i found out that the working hrs n schedule over there is horrible!!
the company always wanted me to work full shifts due to lack of manpower. i even agreed to work full shifts for 3 consecutive days for them at the beginning when i was just an obedient n innocent employee. obviously it wasnt a v gd experience for me.
but subsequently. i learned more about the company from 1 of the more experienced promoter there. he's the 1 who taught me the tricks n stuffs. n from then on. i have become the 1 who arrange my own work schedule instead of them. ;)
i've stay in the company for 1 mth plus alr. getting paid 6 bux per hr to slack. but most probably im going to quit at the end of july. no particular reasons. again i just want to explore more options n gain more experience. from sunglasses to handbags. maybe im going to move on to perfumes or watches next or some other stuffs.
actually im thinking of working as a private investigator. i mean isnt it a v cool job?? following ppl around like some kind of secret agent. catching those men or ladies in adultery act. woohoo! sounds exciting right? lol! ok it's a just a random thought haha.
working stuffs aside. i almost forgot that im officially 20 yrs old alr. GQ organised a gathering for the june babies of 4A06 class at minds cafe a few days ago. had fun over there playing board games with free flow of snacks n drinks. also got to thank GQ for the cake she baked n the little pineapple cookie that penguin gave me. i dont know if it's called a cookie or not but it taste sweet. v sweet indeed. :)
ok i'll stop here for now. to be continued..