Hmm..

sigh.. y did it turn out like this? i've got no idea. i didnt want it to be like this u know. hmm the relationship between ppl is indeed complicated huh?
is it really my fault? ok obviously it's partly my fault. but not totally though. since it takes 2 hands to clap. n of cos im sry for my bad. forgive me pls.
is it wrg to express myself? hey im not the kind of oh-so-obedient goody boy u know. i've got an attitude n i express it ONLY when im utterly upset or unhappy.
sometimes when i give in doesnt mean i allow ppl to step over my head. so dont anyhow throw tantrums at me. i'll get pissed off n retaliate. n when that happens dont accuse me of being bla bla bla.
pls dont compare me with other ppl. im not perfect. like duh! if the other party is so gd then by all means leave me n get lost. i only need a few ppl to believe in me.
is this the only soln? or is there a better one? i dont know.. the choice is not made by me alone. again it takes 2 hands to clap. im positive though.
or perhaps i just need a break. im tired n stressed out. esp when one's effort is not reciprocated.
to be continued..